From farm girl, to dissociative club girl, to the medicine path I now walk, I've sure traversed the realms.
From farm girl, to dissociative club girl, to the medicine path I now walk, I've sure traversed the realms.
I learned to walk on smouldering coals & breathe in the muck of the underworld to build my medicine kit, awaken my soul & learn to serve in holy devotion to something greater.
But first…
I embodied the dark whirlwind of chaos as I traveled & dated in a prolonged state void of real joy & belonging.
Something eventually halted the broken record of my life. It was on a last minute trip to Bali when I was asked with a gaze penetrating into my soul “ what lights you up?” I stared blankly back at her & felt the shivering truth… ”nothing.”
This shook me from my very core. I felt exposed and vulnerable surrounded by young vibrant entrepreneurs following their dreams, “what if someone asks me another deep question?” I anxiously thought.
It was on this trip I realized I was living without a sense of purpose or flicker of guiding consciousness.
I returned to Canada but I never returned to the shallows of the life I lived before. I quit drinking & socially distracting myself to begin my quest of awakening. I may have been clueless but alas a guiding intention & supportive force was with me.
I went on my journey delving into everything & anything that felt like higher truth & healing.
I studied holistic nutrition and became an R.H.N. I got reiki attunements & read all the energy healing books. I studied the chakra systems & began my breathwork journey. I dove into plant medicine & channeling Egyptian goddesses. I studied hermetic principles & ancient secrets.
From one perspective I went through a radical transformation from working in nightclubs to hosting healing circles out of my downtown apartment in 6 months. From another perspective it was the exploration I needed to learn that NONE of this was embodied truth, it was just information that I was grasping onto for answers. At a root level I was still lost & confused seeking clarity & purpose outside of myself. There was SOOO much more for me but I had to cut all my external seeking and face my internal world.
I learned to walk on smouldering coals & breathe in the muck of the underworld to build my medicine kit, awaken my soul & learn to serve in holy devotion to something greater.
But first…
I embodied the dark whirlwind of chaos as I traveled & dated in a prolonged state void of real joy & belonging.
Something eventually halted the broken record of my life. It was on a last minute trip to Bali when I was asked with a gaze penetrating into my soul “ what lights you up?” I stared blankly back at her & felt the shivering truth… ”nothing.”
This shook me from my very core. I felt exposed and vulnerable surrounded by young vibrant entrepreneurs following their dreams, “what if someone asks me another deep question?” I anxiously thought.
It was on this trip I realized I was living without a sense of purpose or flicker of guiding consciousness.
I returned to Canada but I never returned to the shallows of the life I lived before. I quit drinking & socially distracting myself to begin my quest of awakening. I may have been clueless but alas a guiding intention & supportive force was with me.
I went on my journey delving into everything & anything that felt like higher truth & healing.
I studied holistic nutrition and became an R.H.N. I got reiki attunements & read all the energy healing books. I studied the chakra systems & began my breathwork journey. I dove into plant medicine & channeling Egyptian goddesses. I studied hermetic principles & ancient secrets.
From one perspective I went through a radical transformation from working in nightclubs to hosting healing circles out of my downtown apartment in 6 months. From another perspective it was the exploration I needed to learn that NONE of this was embodied truth, it was just information that I was grasping onto for answers. At a root level I was still lost & confused seeking clarity & purpose outside of myself. There was SOOO much more for me but I had to cut all my external seeking and face my internal world.
3 years of Spiritual Kindergarten ended as Spirit booted me to a cabin in the woods.
In solitude I dove into the deep end, over and over again, anchoring teachings through my own descent & rise. All information I’d learned melted away as I came to know true embodied wisdom only comes from the god-point within. In this deeper devotion I met my partner & was initiated into Divine Union leading to larger waves of epiphanies & awakenings. The deeper the devotion the more magical, synchronistic, crystal clear & expansive life became. Surrendering to God’s will became a way of life & code for success.
This all led to my higher purpose of guiding awakening women into the magic of devotion, being a pristine channel for the divine & softening into their surrendered leadership. The deep importance of this work is upon us as we shift into the Aquarian Age to serve in devotion, integrity & holy love as the wayshowers.
3 years of Spiritual Kindergarten ended as Spirit booted me to a cabin in the woods.
In solitude I dove into the deep end, over and over again, anchoring teachings through my own descent & rise. All information I’d learned melted away as I came to know true embodied wisdom only comes from the god-point within. In this deeper devotion I met my partner & was initiated into Divine Union leading to larger waves of epiphanies & awakenings. The deeper the devotion the more magical, synchronistic, crystal clear & expansive life became. Surrendering to God’s will became a way of life & code for success.
This all led to my higher purpose of guiding awakening women into the magic of devotion, being a pristine channel for the divine & softening into their surrendered leadership. The deep importance of this work is upon us as we shift into the Aquarian Age to serve in devotion, integrity & holy love as the wayshowers.
My highest vision for humanity is all women awakening to the God point within their hearts as a guiding compass, anchor of devotion, overflow of wisdom & remembrance of high truths
I truly see the possibility of awakening to sustainable overflowing joy, ecstatic love & abundance guided by the one true Source/ Divine. Through connecting to this God point within- every woman can soften, be held by the divine mother, and be unshakeable in her power that is flowing from the eternal light of the creator in her own heart.
My highest vision for humanity is all women awakening to the God point within their hearts as a guiding compass, anchor of devotion, overflow of wisdom & remembrance of high truths
I truly see the possibility of awakening to sustainable overflowing joy, ecstatic love & abundance guided by the one true Source/ Divine. Through connecting to this God point within- every woman can soften, be held by the divine mother, and be unshakeable in her power that is flowing from the eternal light of the creator in her own heart.
DEVOTION
Devotion is the magnetic pull between you and the Divine. Being Devoted means we walk with God at the forefront in all moments. It is the golden thread of Holy Love guiding us to be one with the heart of GOD.
TRUTH
Truth is God, and God is Love. When we choose truth we activate the purification of all that is not meant for our Souls highest timeline. If Truth is the highway of the highest timeline then Devotion is the holy fuel.
SURRENDER
Surrender is the act of faithfully and bravely allowing the current of Divine Will to guide your life path above all egoic desires. If Truth is the highway, Devotion is the fuel, then Surrender is the vehicle that will get you there.
FREEDOM
Freedom is living the love of the heavens in our hu-man form by letting go of all attachments. Truth is the highway, Devotion is the fuel, Surrender is the vehicle, and Freedom is the state of awareness in which we arrive home.
DEVOTION
Devotion is the magnetic pull between you and the Divine. Being Devoted means we walk with God at the forefront in all moments. It is the golden thread of Holy Love guiding us to be one with the heart of GOD.
TRUTH
Truth is God, and God is Love. When we choose truth we activate the purification of all that is not meant for our Souls highest timeline. If Truth is the highway of the highest timeline then Devotion is the holy fuel.
SURRENDER
Surrender is the act of faithfully and bravely allowing the current of Divine Will to guide your life path above all egoic desires. If Truth is the highway, Devotion is the fuel, then Surrender is the vehicle that will get you there.
FREEDOM
Freedom is living the love of the heavens in our hu-man form by letting go of all attachments. Truth is the highway, Devotion is the fuel, Surrender is the vehicle, and Freedom is the state of awareness in which we arrive home.
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